This entire year has been like an American Ninja Warrior race. We have all fallen once or twice into the abyss (or the pit of water) that seems like the end. We have fallen from attempting to climb overwhelming obstacles. And we have all been pushed to our limits, endlessly plowing through work in an attempt to achieve the all-sought-after prize: our high school diploma. It seems only now that this goal is in our sights and that this barrage of obstacles is finally slowing down. I am, and I’m sure many of you are, frantically preparing for graduation and visiting families this weekend and for our quickly approaching future endeavors. However, I want to take a minute to thank all of you for your love, support, friendship, and guidance along my journey.
I’m not sure if Lindner has checked blog posts yet, but with all of the stuff happening, I have only found time to sufficiently devote to this post now. As I said to my mom a couple of minutes ago in response to her eye roll when I told her I was working on the blog that was due Sunday, I am doing this entirely for my own pleasure and reflection. I have also been procrastinating because I couldn’t find a topic that I found worthy of being my “final blog post”. Although most of my posts have been pieced together at the last minute and sometimes just complete gibberish in attempt to save my grades, I wanted to make this post representative of all of the wonderful parts of high school, no matter how many crappy parts there were.
With that said, the friendships and relationships that I formed with you all were, by far, the most rewarding part of my last four years of existence. When I was contemplating how to effectively share how thankful I am, I came across one of my old favorite songs/videos. This is a cover of Bruno Mars’ “Count On Me” by the wonderful Victor Kim and Cathy Nguyen. I wanted to shape this post around this song because of its ability to represent my feelings towards my friends. For maximum understanding of this post, I recommend listening to this song.
Whenever I listen to this song, I am reminded of all of the wonderful memories and feelings of friendships. No matter how stressed I was during high school, I could always call on my friends for support or mutual hatred of the assignment we were trying to accomplish. When I look back, I regret not spending more time with these incredible people. Grades are not the only defining factor in a person. I had so much trouble believing this during school, no matter how many times Lindner told us. I believed that I needed to make straight 100s to be accepted. However, I can see that the friendships and relationships that we formed were far more valuable than any schoolwork that was assigned and that I have been accepted no matter what my GPA is. While others are jetting off to far away ivy league schools, I was afraid to share that I will be going to a college that has a reputation of being full of slackers and one that is rarely heard of. However, I was surprised to see all of the support that was sent to me (minus a few negative comments). I can see that my genuine friends will support me in whatever I choose because they have a clear understanding of my character. I have faith, now that we have gone through this marathon, that we will be able to take a step back from our future schedules and recognize the friends that are a necessity for us to complete everything else. I want to thank you all for helping me in this period of my life. Even if I haven’t talked to you in a while, I relied on everyone’s support. Although this line is cheesy and overused, it is increasingly true. However, to make it more believable, I thought I should include a concrete example to back it up. Last week I was busy completing last minute tasks and thought I was done with schoolwork. It was only when someone messaged me reminding me of the green constitution we had in government that I remembered this critical assignment. Without this major grade turned in, my grade would have dropped below failing. Although this is just an example of help with schoolwork, I had even more support emotionally. I recall last year when I was seriously about to have a meltdown at school, my friends gave me sufficient space but texted me later to check on me and to assist me in whatever I needed. No matter how busy you all were with your own work, you all helped me when I needed it. This is why I am able to graduate. I had an unmatchable support network.
In reference to the lovely song I hope you are all listening to, “I know I can count on you” and, thus, “you can count on me”. Whenever you guys are having trouble in the future, call me to help. I will be more than willing to listen to your troubles, give you dating advice (no matter how clueless I am), or to simply give you the reassurance that you are loved. I will be there. I have had the blessing of being supported by each of you and now I hope to spread that support and love.
With this, I will wrap up my “final post”, though I hope I will continue to use this blog in the future. I am so grateful for the high school experience I have had. I am so proud of each of you and the futures that await you. Know that I will be rooting for each of you and that I am not saying goodbye, merely “see you later”. You guys can’t get rid of me that easily. I can’t wait to see you all in the future and to hear about the successful starts to the new chapters of your lives.
If you ever feel lonely or like you are not appreciated, listen to this song and remember all of the wonderful people that are rooting for you, including me. ❤